A Condition Called Love

I hate this pearcing ears.But sadly I am like him. Its so fun to watch for everyone but it's so painful to me. this boy feels that embarrassing that I do if I try to start relationship. he is not cool it's call obsession. it's just obsession because of lifelong loneliness and ur thinking you will all alone forever. Its just a curse even u feel ur family is also betray you. a fear if my any act make me out of home. Its just lifelong emptiness. u can't care that much to anyone because I think they think it creepy. Lastly I am happy not finding or want anyone. Now I don't feel pain because I don't have any friends to have fear. I am that much mature now I can't going to k*ll me I just live without anyone all ALONE.